Energized

I have so much love for the world. I have so much love for humanity. I work to change the world so that everyone can live in peace. When I speak of these things I become energized and alive. I'm so glad to have been introduced to serving my community and making a difference. I didn't always think like this, before I was definitely self-centered and a bit selfish. I'm glad that time allows for change to happen and actually believe that I am different from even a couple months ago. I feel that people just think of me as a typical teenager who only cares about having a boyfriend and being popular and not thinking about anyone else. I'm going to pass that's the way I wanted to come out but no I want my image change. I don't want my teachers to think of me as that irresponsible kid who doesn't care much about doing her work and turning it in on time. I rub off everything I'm against and I don't understand why people don't see the real me. Could it be that they judge me on my image before I even speak? Or could it be of my past and what they've heard about me? This just pushes someone in the opposite direction because they think I'm something that I'm really not. I'm not some party animal, some wild child, some crazy addict. I'm a human being and I have feelings. I care about everyone even if I don't know them. even if they don't like me and especially those that are close and dear to me. I just wish the kids at school would get to know me so that we could all be friends instead of not really being comfortable to talk to everyone. 

I don't want to be the typical teenager. I want to be me. I want to stand out and I want people to introduce me and be proud of who they're introducing. It's time for judgment to be put away and for people to open their hearts to strangers because they'll never know what their missing if they never discover it in the first place. I can honestly say I'm happy, happy with my life and happy with the people that are in my life. I'm happy for my family and for my home. I'm happy for this amazing country that allows me to have a proper education. 

Now with pure, radiating thoughts running through my head, I want to make a difference... Not to be lazy and slack. I'm going to be a part of something. I'm so energized. I'm so excited to see what the future has in store for me!