Birthday

On top of all my studying, I have to plan a freaking birthday party for myself!! If there was ever a worse time to through a party, it would be the week of your child's finals. Another thing that sucks is that my birthday is so close to Christmas so everyone is going away for the holidays. I had to through it this early if I wanted the people closest to me to come. I'm excited for the dancing and food, especially my amazing birthday cake. I just do not enjoying doing everything for it and getting the clubhouse ready. My cousin is flying in tomorrow for my party and to be with me for the break. He happens to be one of my favorite family members, who is around my age. I love him deeply.

Tomorrow I have to get the balloons and order a bigger cake because too many people were invited. My parents and I have invited 60 people who have all confirmed to come. I am very happy about this conformation, but at the same time, it is overwhelming! Holy shit! Who thought everyone was going to show up! For goodness sakes, I'm only turning 18! 

All jokes aside, I'm glad my mom made me through this party because it allows me to be close to the people I love the most. I've invited my closest friends,which are Gloria, Rosie, Leandra, and the wonderful Gingerbutt. Maria won't be able to make it until a week or two later, so I'll miss her. One thing that hurts is that she forgot to wish me a happy birthday. She's my BFF and didn't even remember that yesterday was a special day to me.